Waiting for the Sun

Dearest Naked Friend,

This is a brilliant idea. A place where we can write freely, dream, hope, and most of all love.

I am wearing my Kai-rock (spelling??) right now. And every time it hangs around my neck, I am reminded of a friendship. A friendship that is unlike any other. A friendship that has taught me how to be better. The stone is not merely a reminder, but the embodiment of love. And although it is a tangible object, it is our connection. When I am wearing it, you are standing with me, making sarcastic remarks about the blond across the hall, telling me to keep moving forward, helping me to not give up just yet.

I'll be honest, sometimes I want to give into it all. I just want to settle for the ordinary life becuase it would be easier. Surrounding me, I see bliss, I see ignorance, I see happiness. Would ignorance bring me happiness? People settle for "average" every day. But for some reason God won't let me settle. Even if I try, He somehow reminds me to press on, that I must not merely be content, but filled with passion and empathy. Why? Well I think God needs people like us becuase the world must come alive again. By being extraordinary, we let others believe they can be the same. Instead of the gray skies that seep through the dreariness of our world, we must look higher then the shaded clouds. Beyond the clouds, there is light, and this light comes from the infinite power of the sun. And although the clouds may block the sun's eletric rays, the sun always returns and shines brighter then it ever has. So we press on, we wait for the sun.

So here's to waiting, here's to living, here's to hoping.

Oh and Sam, find me a fricken man! Love you forever. And I think my boobs actually have gotten bigger... maybe not...

love always,

your red head.